Saturday March 21, 2020: Mercy, Mercy Me

Charles Roberts drove a milk truck picking up milk from dairy farms around the Amish community of Nickel Mines, Pennsylvania in the United States. One day in 2006, Roberts drove up to a one room school house, entered the building with a gun. He sent the boys and adults outside. He lined up 10 girls and shot them, killing five. He then turned the gun on himself. The horrific crime shook the deeply religious community as would be expected. But what happened over the subsequent days, weeks and months was not expected.

It began with the Amish families in Nickel Mines attending the funeral services for Charles, giving comfort to his widow and children. They also prevented the media from intruding on the event. Later the community, including parents of some of the victims, supported Charles’ Mother, Terri, when she fought breast cancer. Over Christmas a bus load of Amish children arrived at Terri’s home to sing Christmas Carols. Terri responded by having friends to her home for a get together. While the town still remembers and suffers through what happened on that day in 2006, they have not let hate take over their souls. They have forgiven..they have shown mercy. And all are healing.

That same year, 2006, 20 year old Matt Swatzell had just finished a long shift at the fire department. He fell asleep while driving home and struck June Fitzgerald, who was pregnant, and her 19 month old daughter, Faith. Faith survived, while June and her baby did not. June’s husband petitioned the court for a reduced sentence for Matt and the two remain friends seeing each other on a regular basis.

The Israelite community was saved from slavery by God as He led them out of Egypt and into the promised land of Canaan. Along the way they rebelled against God, falling away, coming back and falling away again. In the land of Canaan they alternated between following Him and then following idols. Each time they fell, God called them back, remembering the promise He made to Abraham. In Hosea from today’s reading he refers to their piety as a moving cloud and morning dew that passes away. But God stayed true to his covenant.

The tax collector went to the Temple to pray. A place that I would assume he was not welcome due to the gravity of his offenses against the Jews. Tax collectors were notorious for their corruption and taking advantage of their position by over-collecting taxes. So to come to the temple area took a great deal of humility on his part. But more importantly, it took a willingness to admit his sins and ask for help..for forgiveness…for mercy from God.

I hate doing projects around the house. I mean HATE it! I think it stems from not living up to my Father’s expectations when he asked me to do certain chores when I was young. So, I feel like I have to be perfect and, when I am not, it gets me angry at myself. Then I can lash out at people around me. Particularly my loved ones. Particularly my wife. But does she get angry and walk away, never speaking to me again? Nope. She may get irritated but she always forgives. Even when I may not apologize like I should. She shows me mercy.

Adam and Eve sinned in the garden by not being obedient to God’s wishes. And mankind had continued sinning through the millennia that followed. So much evil, in fact, that all the sacrifices of all the goats, sheep, and cattle could not suffice to meet the gravity of their offenses. What could they..we..offer to convince God that we still wish to abide by the covenant, the relationship, we had with Him? The answer? Nothing. There was nothing that WE could do to bring us back. But there was something that HE could do.

God became man and became the ultimate sacrifice for past sins by giving himself up for us through His death on the cross. ” Very rarely will anyone die for a righteous person, though for a good person someone might possibly dare to die. But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us. ” (Romans Chapter 5: 7-8)

And more than this, his sacrifice continues through today. We continue to sin, even knowing that our sins are what put Jesus on the Cross. But God’s love for us abounds so greatly that he continues to die for us whenever we drift away. We merely need to take our contrite hearts to Him and ask for forgiveness. We do not need to slaughter sheep and goats. We merely need to die to ourselves. Show the humility and sorrow of the tax collector. Or confess the arrogance of the Pharisee. And God will turn our hearts of stone into a new heart. One of flesh and feeling.

He will show us forgiveness…He will show us mercy.

About the Author

Hello! My name is John Ciribassi. I live in Carol Stream, IL in the USA. My wife Elise and I are parishioners at Corpus Christi Catholic Church. We have two adult daughters. One lives in Senegal, West Africa with her husband and her 3 sons. The other teaches Anthropology at the University of Oslo, Norway. We also have a home in Mainesburg, Pa in the North Central part of Pennsylvania. My wife and I are both retired veterinarians, and my specialty is in animal behavior. I attended college and veterinary school in Illinois, where I met my wife who is from the Chicago area, and the rest is history! My hobbies include Racquetball, Pickleball, Off Road Motorcycle Riding, Hiking and Camping. I continue to enjoy the opportunity to offer what little insight I have on the scriptures. But I have always felt that the scriptures can speak for themselves. My job is just to shine a little light on them for people who maybe don't have the time to look into the readings deeply. I hope you enjoy and find value in my writings. I continue to be grateful for this opportunity.

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12 Comments

  1. Thank you, John! In light of what’s going on in our one and only world, your reflection is on point. Our God is compassionately so merciful that all we need to do is to turn back to Him with contrite & humble hearts and He will run to meet us. Thanks again. God bless you and Elise.

  2. Thanks John for reminding us of God’s continuous love and abundant mercy that abound, unceasingly, with us-especially me-a habitual sinner.Merciful father, have mercy upon me in this period of love and compassion, and always guide me on the path of contrition and humility like the tax collector…

  3. Our God is a merciful God now, tomorrow, and forevermore. Let us make a point to turn to HIM during this Lenten season. Thank you for a wonderful and needed foresight, John. God bless you always.

  4. Very powerful reflection John, very powerful indeed. C.O.F.F.E.E will serve me as a reminder of God’s forgiveness for all. Thanks.

  5. I love reading your reflections John. Indeed God is a merciful God who continues to call us despite our sinfulness. God bless!

  6. Thank you John for a reflection that puts this lenten season in perspective . Be humble, be contrite offer it up and let Gods mercy flood into you life…what a feeling.

  7. I knew there was a reason I liked coffee so much!
    That was really a beautiful commentary. May we all pray for forgiveness.

  8. Thank you for sharing about your father. I felt and acted the SAME way you did until I realized I needed to be “perfect” to OUR FATHER🙏🏻. My life after 5 decades has instantly changed. Thank you for your wonderful message.

  9. John, thank you for sharing the stories of forgiveness under such horrible circumstances, one an act of cruelty and one an accident. Charles Roberts‘ family were mostly likely just as horrified as the community but had the added pain of not understanding how their own family member could do such a thing. The fact that their community recognized their need for compassion and forgiveness for something they didn’t do themselves is remarkable. The same is true for the forgiveness by the family when Matt Swatzell fell asleep after serving his community in a job that requires he risk his life. True forgiveness is a gift from God that helps the victims. Those that hold on to anger hurt themselves so much more than the one at whom that anger is directed. May we all turn to God when we struggle with the inability to forgive one who has hurt us.

  10. John, I appreciate your reflections as I do all the writers here.
    My take on this gospel reading – especially leading up to good Friday is Jesus yet again poking the pharisees and the learned in the eye. Jesus relentlessly and seemingly purposely provoking the pharisees. As Hosia writes “I slew them by the words of my mouth”.
    To me it almost seems like Jesus is speeding up the inevitable. He tells his disciples (paraphrase) how much longer do I have to endure you.
    Jesus knows how he’s going to die and it’s almost as Jesus – God is ready to get this over with.
    Am I to far off base here?

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